a viral thing regarding my inner each which I won't go into. I'm still
in pain but it's been good to escape the house and re-enter a creative
environment.
Last night was another fxphd meetup which I attended - as usual, very
cool crew of people I am always happy to see. The meet really
bolstered my positivity and as I walked home I experienced an epiphany
(not as rare as you might believe).
I am sure this happens to everyone, but every now and then 'it' hits
me and for a brief few minutes the incomprehensible scope of the
universe bears down upon me. I consider that my ambitions of becoming
a compositor are somewhat trivial in light of this and I acknowledge
that one day I will die, that few good things are immediate,
everything is temporary and that singing and dancing - we all decay.
And I smile. I feel privileged to have gained what I believe to be an
insight, however ordinary or obvious it is. Like some sort of slightly
more thoughtful time out from the world.
..Did I mention that I actually am a compositor at the moment, at a
cool motion graphics company called Spov? It feels good, though there
is plenty of climbing ahead.
-Hybrid.
