Tuesday, August 26, 2008

The wait

It's been a while, sort of.

Just picked up a copy of the blogging app 'Mars Edit' - whilst Windows
has Blog writer  others absolutely free the only blogging clients I
could find that were a) decent and b) would work on OSX were ecto and
Mars Edit. Ecto refused to connect to my blog, so Mars Edit wins out.
Nice little app.

Life is currently at a bit of a lull, I've just finished doing
exciting, well paid work at a studio I plan to stay in touch with and
am now slaving away on unpaid Independent work. I'll save the details
for a work tagged post rather than a personal one.

The short story is that I'm unemployed and waiting for more work so
that I can earn lots more money, learn loads and eventually become
both rich and famous. It's been an odd couple of weeks, with me
growing bored and missing the daily sunlight/social contact. Secluding
myself once again at home.

I've spent a lot of time re-realising and going over the fact that I
think I would rather be someone else. I see in me the bad traits I
have and I note that being someone I like would require severe head
trauma which changes everything from the way I perceive things to ...
Well, everything. I'd like to be more intelligent, better looking. I
would like to be able to keep my mouth shut, to be wiser and just in
general a more interesting person.

This is why being at home alone is a bad thing. I need to get out
more.
-M.